my weakness is, aku malas nak solve my problems. aku suka ignore problem aku...or maybe bukan problem. apa2 benda yg aku tak puas hati. aku simpan...sbb aku suka nak happy happy ja. discussing things with my husband usually will lead to an argument. tu yg paling aku meluat!
once in a while i did tell him off as a joke. something like "i'm tired of living like this"...but that's it. maybe he never thought that i really mean it.
semalam aku mimpi aku menjerit. aku masuk dalam bilik dan menjerit sekuat hati sebab sangat tension dgn keadaan sekeliling aku.
agaknya mmg itu yg aku selalu rasa bila mcm depress sgt. rasa nak menjerit kuat kuat. i always feel like this. sbb tu kot sampai termimpi mimpi.
mmg aku rasa aku ada sikit sign of depression. aku boleh nampak yg perangai aku ada kalanya sgt buruk. itu adalah satu cara aku nak rebel.
no. it's not about relationship problem with my husband. it's just that i don't love him strong enough kot to stand his behaviour. it's such a challenge to live with orang yg suka go with the flow like him.
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percaya tak kalau aku kata, based on my observation on some of your comments kat fb kan, sometimes I do asked myself, what is your problem. problem yang deep deep down inside you. ntah, aku rasa ko mcm depress or serabut or tak puas hati on something.
it does crossed my mind sometimes, but i don't give a port on that. he he he.
Babe,
orang laki memang camtu kot.. semuanya go with the flow jek, takde langsung planning ke haper ker. Tanya soalan, takde jawapan. Hahhha kalau ed gitulerr. Kekadang aku rasa they are hoping that the matter or issue will sort itself out. tanpa perlu intervention.. tapi aku rasa diorang ni tak semua bende dia go with the flow. tapi kalau personal matter selalunya cam tuh.. tu observation aku lah..
feeling you... sometimes aku wonder apa penyudah cerita ceriti kita ni... but keep ur cool, i always like ur results...
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